My grandmother had left a message on my phone to go by her house before I went home from bible study this morning. So I did. To be honest I didn't want to. I felt like I needed time to myself and sort of wanted to hide and process things from earlier in the morning. But I didn't I put a weak smile on my face, my sunglasses on my face (realizing that it my grandmother wouldn't notice if I had been crying with her one good eye), and feeling a little more hopeful headed over to my grandmothers.
I'm so glad I went. She greeted me with smiles and a big hug. She is such a delight. So cute and funny with her tell it like it is. I ended up having lunch with her and helping her gather some things up that she wanted to get rid of also discovering that she was going to move to Texas and live with my mom and step-dad. The whole thing, going over there, having lunch, and conversation was the best re-route of thought I needed at the time.
I left there feeling even more hopeful and ready to keep moving forward.
I went by the church to get rid of some of things my grandmother wanted to pass on to the church for their sales and things. I went home, then to the gym then home again. By now I was feeling better but had a headache and was very tired. I laid down on the couch and told the girls that I was going to rest for a little while then start dinner. An hour later I woke up and Micah was home.
I went to say hi to him and tell him about my grandmother moving and then to start dinner.......
What a day! God you are amazing! Thank you
Grandmothers are a blessing. . . I miss mine so much! I'm happy you went to see her in spite of how you were feeling. I know it was also a huge blessing for her. :)
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