Snow....and snow....its suppose to hit hard these next couple of days.
Karlee has settled back in. I know she will leave again at some point but I'm really really happy she is back at home. She jumped right on it with looking for a job and submitting applications. I've asked her to light a fire under her brother's behind! Having her around is great with the other two, they communicate in a way that I can't being a mom and all. She is like a manager! A manager in my home :) It's just really nice she is home. I'm proud of my daughter. She has grown through her latest experience away from home.
A friend of mine said "Katrina I'm just going to be blunt! Micah was a mistake. He was not the one that was going to lead you spiritually as you thought, he was not going to be the one.....He doesn't see anything wrong with him, its others, its everyone else to blame......." He said more but my mind trailed off after his simple statement that Micah was a mistake and that he is a lost soul and that he is narcissist and selfish. With all that my perspective was influenced but I think in a good way "sort of like wrapping things up and really moving on kind of thing" Micah is lost and until he looks inward and to God then he will continue to be as he is in this moment. Its quite sad actually.
It's take some time to let go of thinking I can't do life without him and settling that he provided a roof over my head and some security when the truth is I can't do life with God and he is the one that has and will continue to provide a roof over my head and life can be and will be lived with only God!
Moving on to a new thought.......
I started this post this post the other day... Today is Monday Jan. 23rd snow day with the kids.
Karlee's car, Kyle is on the other side digging out his truck.
Sara's big toe print and then her feet....miss long toes :)
Yesterday patches of Sun shining through
A blanket of white. Very pretty
