(2-16-13)
I was beside myself with questions, worries, and concerns about what would happen next. What does all this mean? My husband went to go pick up his son from jail.
I stood in the dark mid way upstairs and downstairs. I waited to listen to how many foot steps I would hear coming up the walk way to the front door. Would it be just one set or two?
Before I knew it a dark shadow came up the stairs and embrace me tightly. My arms encircled him. He shook some and a few tears escaped from both of us. I finally asked my step son "Are you alright?" He shook his head yes. We parted.
I went to my room and not really sure what happened-not knowing what to do, say or feel. I sat on the edge of my bed and started to cry with such a deep intense feeling inside.
Shortly after that I plugged my ear with worship music for awhile then watched a movie with my husband and went to bed.
It was a bittersweet ending to a day with unrest while God was reaching out saying "Be still and know that I am God".
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