The moment Micah texted me that he was on the road from El Paso TX to here was the moment it all really became real. (he had been in El Paso painting my mom's house) I await his arrival this evening to say hi and to sort through whatever he may have brought from my mom's to part ways and lay my head down to sleep tonight in a new place, in a new bed. Feeling a little uneasy almost a little panicky.
I'm feeling like I can't go back over to the house today until the girls get out of school to gather up the rest of their things. When I do go back over I will make sure the kitchen is clean and the trash has been gathered and put on the curb. There are left overs in the fridge so that is good.
I sit here with music on in the background in my new temporary home. Its oddly quite still.....
Asking the Lord to hold me today just as he has been and give me the strength to do the things that need to be done today.
Its only 10:00 am, we will see how the rest of the day goes.......
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