A new journey has begun in my life. It's taken me on a path that I do not know how to do. In this new journey of unknown, I walk with my hand out to the Lord as I hold on to the hands of my children. My ex-husband has been diagnosed with chronic hepatitis C. If that wasn't enough, there were high markers for stomach, colon or liver cancer.
I don't know how to walk on this path. I know others have. I trust God will place the people and situations in our path to help us along the way.
My oldest daughter, sends me a text today, while at school. She said that all she can think about is what song she will sing at her dad's funereal (that she had dreamed about the night before). My heart sank for her at that moment, I wished I was with her then to hold her close but instead I could only offer a few words in a message that would hopefully get her mind focused back in her class for that moment. Then I stopped for a moment and whispered a little prayer. It wasn't much, all I could find to say was "Jesus help me".
I'm sorry to hear that for you and especially for the kids. Wow. I am not going through what you are, but I need to pray "Jesus help me" more, too.
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