Shifted

Do you ever lose focus on things that were such a part of your life and do not seem that way any more?  Its like a shift of focus has taken place in my life lately.  I'm not sure why and I'm not its good or bad but a change has taken place.  I'm not in the mood or have the desire to make a bunch of cards.  I don't feel a strong passion to putting a scrapbook together of pictures of the kids and things that have gone on (not sure that really much of anything has gone on to be captured)  Not feeling the urge to get out and nature walk with my camera.  There are yellow wild flowers everywhere that have popped up.  I don't find myself charging my battery and hurrying to pick the perfect time and location to run out and take pictures.  Its the little things like that I can feel a shift of focus has taken place.  I do find myself consummed with writing in my prayer journal and really working hard to stay in God's word....yet I do feel a little distant even from that too.

I am trying to find a new job, learn how to communicate better with my oldest daughter who is challenging me lately, while trying to maintain the rest of what life throws me in each day.  I keep stepping forward with all that is going on, with the shift in focus and looking upward to my Savior.  That's all I can do at times like these.

I love the Lord and I trust in him.  I know there is always a blessing to come...even if my focus has shifted and I feel out a distance, He is there for me.  Ever so grateful to you Lord :)