Hidden Blessings

This morning I had an early doctors appointment to follow up with from the hospital.  I'm healing nicely from the hysterectomy aside from the extra little mess I'm dealing with from the 2nd visit to the hospital.

The doctor went over things with me.  The one thing that I left with playing over in my head....a little shocked....was finding out that it was a good thing that my uterus and cervix was removed.  I apparently had pre cancerous cells and was moving in the danger direction of developing cervical cancer.

Wow finding out that sort of hit hard and scared me some.  I know its okay now because it was removed but....crazy....I was more of a mess and didn't even know it.  Now for the next 5 years I have been strongly advised to have a yearly pap done to make sure there are not any abnormal cells developing anywhere else.

I'm so thankful that God knows his plan for me and takes care of me and all the details of my life.

Psalm 139:13-16

The Message (MSG)

13-16 Oh yes, you shaped me first inside, then out;
    you formed me in my mother’s womb.
I thank you, High God—you’re breathtaking!
    Body and soul, I am marvelously made!
    I worship in adoration—what a creation!
You know me inside and out,
    you know every bone in my body;
You know exactly how I was made, bit by bit,
    how I was sculpted from nothing into something.
Like an open book, you watched me grow from conception to birth;
    all the stages of my life were spread out before you,
The days of my life all prepared
    before I’d even lived one day.