It's been awhile since I've posted an entry on my blog. There has been tons and tons of things going on, good and not so good but so much so that in between it all I've really become very dependent on God. God has been working in my life for awhile now and good things have come from it. I've had so many things bounce around in my head but I'm having a hard time putting it all into words. Its rather frustrating but I've decided to just continue day by day and let things happen as God plans and when that moment happens for me to pull it all together in words then it will happen. Then it will be part of my testimony to use as witness to others.
The kids and I went to El Paso Tx to visit my family. We returned on Sunday and today I was just getting back into "normal life" again. Its crazy how it takes time to re-group after going on vacation to relax. I left Flagstaff stressed out and came back refreshed and feeling strong. I also was drawn to my knees to come totally dependent upon God again. There are times we get comfortable and maybe forget things and then God places something in our path to bring us back to where we need to be and it can be difficult at times but its so peaceful once you totally submit to him.
I left worried about the unknown and now I feel stronger and refreshed knowing that God is there. I knew God has been there but really knowing and believing are two different things. I took a break from what was going on here while in El Paso but I came back to the same unknown storm. While I was in El Paso I turned it all over to God. God is in control and I will remind myself of that from moment to moment until this storm has calmed.
I've spent most of my quite time in Psalms and it has been the most comforting, understanding, encouraging, hopeful, inspiring, powerful and peaceful place to be.
I think what I'm saying is: I stand strong with God beside me holding my hand and in the end things will be good and I will be alright.
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