My View

I have a new view to look at when I wake up in the mornings.  This morning is pretty.  The picture with my phone doesn't do it justice but it lets you know that the sun was coming up and looked pretty in the background of the big tree out my window.  I can't help but start to look forward to the next change in weather to view this with fall and snow on the ground.

All this has been such a process for me to deal with.  I can't help but think of how silly it may seem to others about me thinking of it like that or thinking about the little things that have changed around me but I do.  It's more of the settling in to my new way of life.  A life without a husband.  A life of leaning on my Heavenly Father more than ever.

As the girls and I settle into our new home and learn to live the apartment life the more things come into focus of the big picture.  The process continues but I have drifted back on the upside of things and out of my funk for now.  I do have the next step sitting in a little stack of papers to fill out and begin the next step in this process of life.

Not so sure how to work myself up to that point but in time it will happen and I will be ready for the next step and the next.  I'm focusing on each new day.  One day at a time right now and that brings me comfort and peace and strength to move on.