The Ride of Life

 

This is what my little bed side table has looked like for weeks now....wait make that months.  There were more bottles but some come and go as I finish them.  I really don't like looking over there and seeing all that, it mostly makes me feel old and wondering what all that really is doing for my body long term.

 

 

Now I have this set on my dresser.  A new antibiotic that I will be taking for a month since I can't seem to get rid of the little infections that keep coming and the other is to add good bacteria back into my body and the cranberry helps with the discomfort of the on going UTI :(

 

I feel like I'm such a mess at times.  I still find myself getting frustrated even though I try real hard to rest in God knowing that he's got this.

 

Things have improved so I can't complain too much.

 

I still get tired at times.  My right side where my kidney is still bothers me some during the day but mostly by the end of the day, depending on what all I've done during the day.  Things keep moving forward each day so I'm grateful.

 

Life still goes on, dinner still needs to be cooked, groceries need to be bought, kids need to go here and there and everywhere.

 

Here lately my emotions have been on a roller coaster ride but I stop and take a few moments to get off the ride and talk to God and pray and breath in a little peace before dealing with the next dip on the ride.  (by the way have I ever told you that I don't like roller coaster rides)