1 week post op

Its amazing how quickly our bodies begin to heal.  It's only been a week and signs of healing are there.  I was thrilled to get the cathered removed on Wed. morning.  That made such a difference in how I began to feel and move around.  Yesterday I went to my pre-op appointment, and it went well.  I go back in three weeks.  I'm suppose to continue to take things easy, rest and no lifting more than 10lbs and no reaching high above my head, no driving for another week.

Taking it easy isn't the issue right now, since I do get tired after awhile easily.  I've spent the last couple of days sitting at the table making cards to fill up our box again for church.  I'm enjoying not being on a timed schedule of things.  It's nice to get up and enjoy my comfy yoga pants and a sweatshirt, it helps set the tone of resting for the day without pressure of doing so much or running around.  It's been an opportunity to get the kids to do a little more around the house since I can't do so much. (not quite done without grumbling) As much as Micah isn't liking all the driving around with picking up the kids and getting them where they need to be, I'm really really enjoying the break.  I am, I have to be honest.  Its sort of nice to see Micah deal with it, he grumbles a little but he really is doing great with it all. I know Micah is so ready for me to start driving again.....for sure by the end of next week.  He has been supportive in all of it, and I'm thankful.

All the meals that have been provided has been such a blessing.  It's been nice to rest knowing that I don't have to take care of dinner.  The food has been good.  I'm so thankful for the extra help.  I have taken the time to think of what I will be making for dinner next week and look forward to getting back in the groove of cooking meals again for my family.

I did enjoy bible study on Tuesday.  A sweet friend of mine picked me up.  I love going and being around the ladies.  I was cold and tired but I was blessed by going.  Friends where would I be without them.  I also had a very dear friend of mine take me yesterday to my doctor's visit.  It's always nice to have a chance to talk with her and allow her to speak into my life.

The week is over and the weekend is on the horizon, the house will be full and busy but hopefully peaceful and full of joy.  Thank you Lord for this week and the many blessings that came with it.

My Sara Bear

Lately I have been watching her when she talks.  She has so many expressions.  I'm noticing the difference between her an my oldest daughter.  I keep going over that she is growing so quickly and changing into a beautiful young lady.  She has such a big sweet heart.  I love her happy energy and how she doesn't let things get her down.  I love my girl.  I'm so thankful that my heavenly father gave me  such a gift.  I love her hugs and kisses.  She is my little sunshine.

Today I feel better

Today I got up and put on a little makeup and sort of fixed my hair some.  I wanted to look better to express that I felt better.  I'm not a 100% yet.  After I got dressed and fixed myself some breakfast I was tired and laid down and slept for an hour then got up again and my mom come in then.

I've enjoyed my mom being here to help do laundry and clean the kitchen and cook.  Its been a big help and getting the kids to and from where they need to go.  My mom and step dad Larry, will be leaving tomorrow to head back to El Paso Tx.

I just find myself so tired......

Its been a week since I had surgery.  I had a hysterectomy.  My uterus was removed, it had fibroids in it.  It was enlarged.  One thing I didn't plan on but am thankful it has been fixed was the repair job that had to be done on my bladder.  Because of repairing I get the joy of having a leg bag/catheter to deal with for a week.  My bladder has to be emptied at all times so that he can heal.  I go to the doctor on Thursday for a check up and hope to leave behind my "bag".

Its weird to think of all that I've been through and there is no baby to take care of.....I had three c-sections with my kids and the recovering is very similar as healing from an abdominal hysterectomy.  But I'm recovering, trying to heal and regain my energy.

I did learn that this time around in the hospital I am sensitive to most pain medications.  It was awful that instead of just one night in the hospital it was two nights.  They made me so sick and sleepy .....yucky! We did finally figure out what I could tolerate but even then since I've gotten home I try not to use them and just use the high dosage of Ibuprofen.

But with all that behind me and the upcoming follow-up (hopefully getting rid of this catheter) I'm just taking things easy, resting, and napping.  I'm not thinking of much else right now.

Monday

Its been a busy day.  I'm tired.  I guess I will plenty of time rest and take easy over the next few weeks.  Tomorrow is the day.....hysterectomy.  I'm not really nervous right now...maybe tomorrow morning.  I'm looking forward to my mom coming to help me for a week.

I'm at work right now.  My client is sleeping so I thought I would do a quick blog post.  I had a great weekend at the women's retreat.  I will post something later in the week.

I'm feeling blessed right now with my family and friends :). Thank you Lord

Its not what I planned

Sometimes its not what you want or planned but its where you end up that is the best.

From the moment I heard our church was going to do a hayride/cookout/beautiful autumn trees I was excited and had my mind made up to go. (not all of my family would be going, much rather enjoy with all of us)

Then I saw that a photo walk was being offered around the same time and day and felt torn to choose between the two.  I've never been on a photo walk and it would be fun to meet other people who love taking pictures too. (A photo walk can happen again but family just happens and then is gone so quickly as they grow and change.)

The other day I realized that my family had several things going on and I felt frustrated because I was still set on going on the hayride....a good moment to fellowship with my church family and take pictures of the leaves changing colors. (only thinking of self ....)

Today the day of....

I woke up knowing that today was the day of the hayride....while doing my makeup I had a feeling that I wasn't going.  By mid-morning I knew I wasn't going.  What took lead in not moving me in the direction of going on the hayride......my family, my children.

Sara wanted to take a friend and wanted to go to the Phoenix Sun's Scrimmage game at noon.  She wanted to go real bad.  Karlee and two of her friends are planning on getting ready for homecoming here at my house.  Micah is at work and will need dinner to come home too.

Sooooo Sara, and her friend, Kyle and I went to the Scrimmage game.  Sara was happy and smiling, enjoying the whole thing with her friend.  I had the chance to spend time with my son and that was really nice.

Dillon worked some with Micah and then home hanging out with Kyle.  Its nice when everyone is getting along and its peaceful in the house.

So it didn't take me long to figure out that God had me already where I needed to be this time with my family and not my church family this time.  My children's smiles and moments spent with them are important. Taking pictures of the girls before their dance is not something I don't want to miss and then having dinner ready for my hard working husband is something I really want to do for him.

I loved it when Kyle just jumped up from the couch and wanted to take a picture with his big sister. (and remember he hates taking pictures)  I really enjoyed this "mom" moment 

Abby, Karlee & Coral

Laughter, Smiles & Friendship

So while others enjoyed the hayride, I enjoyed my family.  But don't think I won't take the time in the next evening or two to drive up there myself to catch some fall color on my camera! :)