The day is starting out to be cloudy, I'm not sure if it will rain today or not but I'm going to enjoy the cool morning before it gets too hot. It is suppose to be 83 today! Sara is at work, as well as Susan and Ben, so the house is quite. I enjoy quite time, I really do but sometimes its hard. I think its hard because I've been without a job for so long and then the changes of my girls moving to Phoenix.
Today, Thursday June 3rd I started my day with sitting outside with my cup of coffee. I enjoyed the first 5 minutes in silence while listening to the birds sing their song and then I read the book I've started for about 15 minutes.
Yesterday, Wed. June 2nd I went to town to move money around so that I can pay my bills with my unemployment money. Then I treated myself to an old favorite of mine that I haven't had in forever it seems likes. Ahi poke bowl. On my way home I stopped off at Ross to do a little browsing and ended up spending some of my birthday money from my brother. I felt like I needed a little shopping therapy, feeling kind of lonely. Sara was at a friends house since the night before, and Karlee....well she lives in Phoenix now....so I was starting to realize how things are going to be once Sara moves. I will be doing more on my own with out being able to meet up with them so easily and that is something I'm not ready to get used to but will have to adjust rather quickly if I'm going to be able to live and find joy in the moments around me. Its a new chapter for all of us.
On Tuesday, June 1st I found myself doing the happy dance around 9:00 or so because my son called me and said that he wanted to meet up for lunch! We went to the Olive Garden. It was so yummy, we hadn't been there for a long time. I enjoyed our one on one time together, especially since he didn't come over on the weekend with work and being real tired and all. It was perfect! We enjoyed good conversation. I cherish each moment with each of my kids.
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