How do I live in a house without peace? I seek it but no one else does. It doesn't matter what I do I'm lost in Micah's eyes he doesn't even try to find me and what we could be. He and Dillon are more alike than it seems at times. I can't keep turning the other way. It's hard and is impossible and it hurts emotional so much. I want to run far and fast away but then again I want to end up encircled in loving supportive arms and feel the strength and know without a doubt that everything will be alright.
I know I desire it with my husband and do not have and feeling hopeless to ever have.
But I do have it. I have it all with my Heavenly Father. Will He allow me to have something close to it with the man I married?
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