Sunday, March 16, 2014

Bittersweet & Hopeful

It's hard at times to love a person who doesn't show it to you much anymore.  It's a bittersweet moment to reminiscence on the past while listening to an old song that you haven't heard for so long and that also has a good sweet loving moment attached to it. 

It's nice for a moment to enjoy, to smile and feel your heart flutter with a glimpse of love, caring and kindness but then it changes as quickly as it came.  It saddens my heart making it heavy with a longing desire that is barely hanging in hope that is only because of my all loving and all powerful Lord and Savoir. 

The world can at times enhance those longing of loss moments down to the core of our beings that make things seem impossible and hopeless.  But God helps you when you reach out with a tiny mustard seed size of hope and takes your hand and pulls you next to him renewing your spirit with love, compassion, and hope that is hard to understand but easier live with Christ right there with you.  That is why I can keep loving and hoping and finding joy in my life with the relationships I have and finding it impossible to give up.  Thank you God for your only son Jesus who sacrificed his life for us to know you and want to live a life for you despite this world that we live in.

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